Angry.

Very, very angry. I don't often allow myself to get this furious.

I'm honestly afraid of leaving my kittens alone in the house with him. He insists upon shutting his bedroom door whenever he leaves the room, even though he is shutting in the kittens. They have no food, water, or litter box in that room, and it's very hot and stuffy. I often come home in the evenings to find them meowing and very hungry, and he could care less. He's too proud and stubborn to let anyone (especially a woman) make any kind of suggestion to him, for instance: "Please don't close the door, because the kittens are getting shut in a lot."

This kind of thing happens all the time. This is only one tiny example. It seems to be one of his main goals in life to prove his great power and make sure the women (to him that means servants) are put in their place.

This has been a hard day...I'm sick and very low on sleep. I just desperately need a break from him.

Sorry for the rant...